I remember when I was told the story of crushed velvet, Candle wax, and dried up flowers. The figure on the bed, All dressed up in roses, calling… Beckoning to sleep… offering a dream. The words were as mystical As purring animals. The circle of rage… the ghosts on the stage appeared. The time was [...]
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Calling tears from deep inside, oh your so exquisite and in the mirror all midnight eyes Oh if I could remain but its just a visit All midnight eyes read
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Drowned in flames is where i can be found, My nose broke from being smashed into the ground. What a waste, this place i call my home. Escape this place and break out on my own! I’m still reaching. Try to slap me down, but i’ll still hold. In the fray is where i can [...]
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We held hands on the last night on Earth Our mouths filled with dust We kissed in the fields and under trees Screaming like dogs and bleeding dark into the leaves It was empty on the edge of town but We knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river So we walked through the [...]
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Bowling is my life And it has always been my dream to be a member of the local bowling team, But i’m not very good. The guys won’t accept me, I guess i try the girls team and lose a part of my anatomy then balls will roll. I think i want to be… Balls [...]
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Oh my god! my god this can’t be happening! God tell me, tell me this isn’t real! I can’t believe all that i have foreseen is finally happening. I cannot for a single second stand the way i feel. I always knew. I always saw it coming. Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear. I’ve [...]
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Every single notion burned indelibly. Every motion leaving scars behind. All sincere emotion received skeptically With no preparation for life eternal. Every tear that’s fallen brings one thousand floods. Paper cuts are leaving blood behind. All the silent laughter ringing piercingly. I blink making my eyes mine. Words in their worthlessness, They should be weighted [...]
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What’d you say when I said we’ll be here through tomorrow in my heart and in my head Fear of failure Fear of reprimand Two big problems I’ve never had I never doubted what I have inside what I have inside Values here in my heart and we’ll be here through tomorrow Every day’s a [...]
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Submission- my back hurts from bowing down. Attraction – was once so strong now can’t be found. Affection – one gift i wish you would return. Frustration – as i accede. I do not deserve your frigidness, such callousness, Yet i persist. what’s wrong with me? I told you "you can’t be replaced", You showed [...]
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I cannot leave here, I cannot stay Forever haunted, more than afraid Asphyxiate on words I would say I’m drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue There are no flowers, no, not this time There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find I’d show a smile but [...]
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I can remember, a place I used to go. Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful. I can remember. I searched for the amaranth. I’d shut my eyes to see. Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones. I knew they would appear, saw not a single one. Oh how I smiled then, [...]
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Where were you? say you were gone? Well, ask me and i’ll swear you were there all along. Another place? Another state? At any rate, I can’t relate. There’s no two ways, You’re a disgrace. Drown down your fear, Suffocate every spark of clarity. Your weakness: sickens me, saddens me, strengthens me. There’s no way [...]
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You keep on sayin’ that you want to know me But you never show me your true self. How can you ever expect someone else to know you When all you’re going to do is just pretend that You’re someone else? You keep on sayin’ that you want to show me That you’re really different, [...]
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Hung in your room, swaying, hoping that you’ll see. All by myself, I’m alone in such poor company. The deeper I think, the deeper I seem to sink. I can’t… Stop the insects that are feeding. Pull the needles from beneath my skin. I broke myself, shattered, tied a bow around every piece. You’ll love [...]
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open my eyes as i submerge and i won’t deny what i’ve been since birth. i’ll die drowned by your standards. breathe in the life of the summer’s death as the orange and red breathe their first breath, so welcome as they’re burning through. we all begin to burn. autumn’s flame dances in my eyes. [...]
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It’s the same old situation, It seems it’s coming ’round again. I wont play the fool, I’m not screwin’ around. I only play to win. I only want what i deserve so who are you tryin’ to kid? You can call it like you see it but i call it like it is. I’m sick [...]
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Caught in a world that’s plagued by something they called love. A paradigm of illness is the beast i have become. The sights that i have seen could nearly bring me to my knees. I’ve seen exactly what it is i never want to be, But i keep it deep inside myself. It’s within me. [...]
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26 years and seems like I’ve just begun to understand my my intimate is no one when the directors of the show bought his last lines they got the cast of music and lights?? this is my line, this is eternal how did i ever wake up here disconnect breathing unnatural my place to dissappear [...]
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AFI I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls. Who will be the first to begin their fall? Or will we become one? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I the ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before [...]
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I came here by day, but I left here in darkness and found you on the way. Now, it is silver and silent. It is silver and cold. You, in somber resplendence, I hold. Your sins into me, oh, my beautiful one. Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a [...]
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